Back from camp; alive and kicking! :D
Seriously, there was this "lump in my throat" when it all ended. No more rushed three-mins bathing, pt, running to and fro, carrying stuff long distances, packing, etc etc. It was really enjoyable, although I'm rather sick. My head feels heavy&light. I feel retarded-literally.
Pfft.
Someone just reminded me of something, which really pisses me off. & I'm gonna work very hard, I know, okay, but I kinda feel discouraged. I don't know, it's this uncertainty that makes me feel sad all over again. Bloody shit, I feel like crying. Gosh, I feel so emo nowadays I keep feeling depressed. Crappp.
So many things left uncompleted. I probably am going to be some underachiever again next year. Things to do:
1: Buy books
2:Do holiday homework
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4:***************.
5:*******.
6:Be more hardworking.
7:Start planning bout my life goals instead of doing unimpt things.
8:Stop being so paranoid/over-senstive.
9: Pack my table! Pack and prepare for a better 07 :D
10:Start doing secthree stuff.
BECAUSE I CAN DO IT; BECAUSE IM GOING TO BE AN UNSTOPPABLE SHOWSTOPPER :D
SIYUN SAYS SHE CAN DO IT. NEVER BOW DOWN TO FAILURES. JIAYOU!
